Jul 9, 2015

The Single Child Club (part 2)

Well..I would just want to say that the days that I spent studying was very exhausting. For your information, TOEFL is a really difficult standardized test or my teacher/lecturer like to call it 'The Silent Killer'.
Ok, moving on..

Being a single child. Pros and cons. Why is it different from any other child who has siblings?
Well, one thing for sure, we are safe from doing incest.
Just kidding. Being a single child can be stressful at some point of their life, either its the college life or the working life. You know, when someone is attending college people would put high expectation on their achievement. Also,people or the society expect you to get a good or a high paying job. Like seriously people, why do you expect much from us... We are a human being too... Well, actually its because of us being the only child, so people expect better from us so that we can afford anything, well not anything but you know what I mean.

The solution?( For single children only)

  1. Try not to stress yourself out with the expectation that people put on you.
  2. Not just get A hobby, get as many hobby that you can.
  3. If you have nothing to do, do some housework. You get to do something and your parents would be glad. 
Actually, there are many thing that I want to write but I'm starting to get bored of this subject.
So, I'm gonna go rest my finger now. See ya' later.

Keep mourning though...


Jun 30, 2015

The Single Child Club

Well, I have just watch 'The Single Moms Club', so this has inspired me to write about me and my life as a single child. FYI, my mom is also a single mother, but now I'm not going to talk about her. So, to start, a single child do have their many advantages. For example, all the attention and love are going to be focus on you 'cause you ain't have any bro or sis anyway.

But I'm going to talk about the struggle of being a single child,such as being the only successor in the family. Well that does put some pressure on you. Yeah, it's like if you fail, your parent won't have anyone to count on to take on their legacy. Nah, it's actually that, if you fail in life, who gonna take of your mama or papa. That child won't be able to support his family and his/her parent, and you would not want him/her to choose. It would not be a good one, trust me. Being a single child myself, I always try to achieve the best and try to be a successful person physically, financially, emotionally, and spiritually.

Next, as a single child in the family, they would face this very common disease, or would I just can call it loneliness. Being a single child would be great sometimes, but who you gonna talk to when your parent aren't there? That's the problem, you can't. Seriously, if you can, I can call you crazy and have to call a psychotherapist. Ok..back to the problem, being lonely. Loneliness is common among single children everywhere, unless they have very good friends, but scratch that. Having siblings to talk to can prevent the loneliness that they feel, but alas what can we do, unless our parent decide to have kids again, we are stuck alone. So, people always recommend me to find a hobby, it will make you forget that you're lonely. It works, but only for a few days, then I realized that I was still alone. Yeah, the parents have to take part to take care of their child loneliness. Take them on a vacation, hang out with them, take your time off for them. Seriously, it's not that hard. It will help your child more than you think

*to be continued...


Jun 29, 2015

Movie review

Uhh..
I hate reviewing something... but I have to do it anyway...

Well to get started I'm going to make a review about the movie that just recently been in the big screen,
'Spy'.

How was the movie?

The movie was awesome!! Like seriously, if you like have something against an overweight women being a spy, then I would say you wouldn't like the freaking movie. Paul Feig did a great job on making this movie.
Full of action plus the comedy.... Action-comedy! OMG I love it!!!

Explain the movie?*spoiler alert

Well, it started with a desk-bound CIA agent, Susan Cooper, who's partner is a CIA agent. Secretly, she's is in love with him. But then, one day on a certain mission on investigating a certain dead criminal's daughter that was selling a tactical nuke, the CIA agent loss his life. Susan felt that she was responsible for all that had happen so she ask to take on the mission and became a spy to her director. The director was somehow reluctant to send her on the mission but somehow convince when she saw the training video of her at 'the farm'. Susan began tracking down the dead criminal's daughter potential buyer for the nuke. As the movie progress, Susan began to show another side of her that was kept silent for years. The movie ends with the criminal getting caught, and somehow the CIA agent that Susan thought was dead came back to live. It's a cliche' movie ending but who cares...


Jun 28, 2015

Seriously...

What do you call someone open-minded who doesn't accept someone close-minded?

Ironic isn't it....
Seriously.. people can be so annoying sometime...

Giving out opinions that don't even make sense..
People are weird,
People can be so random,
People can be so annoying.

Like seriously...

Jun 27, 2015

Family

The one you love,
The one you care,
The one you waste your money for,
The one you sacrifice anything for,
The one you can't live without,

Family,
Mothers,
Fathers,
Sisters,
Brothers,
Cousins,
Aunts,
Uncles,
Grandmother,
Grandfather,
Wives,
Husbands,
Children,

Please listen,
Care for your family,
Take time for them,
Sacrifice anything for them,
Love them like they will never see the light of tomorrow,

Don't fight,
Don't quarrel,
Don't hate,
Don't ignore,

Your family,
Is the one who is there when you're down,
Is the who would care where you've been,
Is the one who would worry when you're sick,
Is the one would lie for you,
Is the one who would protect you,

Family.....



*to be continued

Jun 26, 2015

Sacrifice...

What is sacrifice?
What does it mean?
What does it imply?
What does it do?
What does it bring?

Why is it important?
Is it important?
Why do you say that?
What do you mean?
What does that even do?
Why would you say that?

Why sacrifice for the one you love?
What do you mean?
Why do you always say it's important?
Why don't you say anything else?
Why not sacrifice for anyone else's sake?
Why only your love one?
Why not yourselves?
Why not others?

What are you willing to sacrifice?
Your life?
Your time?
Your money?
Your attention?
Your love?
Why do say that?

Why are these questions so confusing?
Why do you ask?
Why do I ask so many question?

A single question that can't be answer with a single answer.
A single question can bring out the truth.
A single question can make a person quiver.
A single question can make a person tell a lie.
A single question can make a difference.....

Jun 25, 2015

Today is yesterday's tomorrow

Well, the title seems simple but it has a very deep meaning, so deep I can see adele rolling in it  like seriously. Why would I even write this kind of thing on my blog. Well, I would usually write poems, but just to be on a deep for one day. so I try to write type this very long and very boring essay. You could just say that this essay very long paragraph explaining something that could be said in just two sentence is just to make my blog much more interesting... or not.

I'm not that good in writing essay plus I hate writing/typing essays. Huh...Okay now..
Can I just... like... umm write a poem or anything instead...
Okay here we go!

Admit it,
You're different,
You wish you weren't,
You wish to be the same,
You wish to be accepted,
You wish to be like them,
You wish that you weren't so different,

But,
You shouldn't be embarrassed,
You shouldn't be shy,
You shouldn't be pessimistic,
You shouldn't be worried,
About your looks,
About your personality,
About your opinion,
About your style,

Just be who you are...
Everyone's unique,
Everyone different,

So,
Don't be afraid,
by oppression,
by discrimination,
by haters,
by anyone who opposes you..

Be yourself....


Well, I know this poem has nothing to do with the title,
but seriously though...
WHO CARES.....


So long......




Mirror, Mirror

Mirror, Mirror on the wall,
Who's the most beautiful of all?

Mirror, mirror on the stand,
What is the part you cannot understand?

Mirror, mirror in my hand,
Why can't I take a stand?

Mirror, Mirror in the air,
What is in my hair?

Mirror, Mirror in the sky,
Why would they made me cry?

Mirror, Mirror over there,
Why is did they left my heart in tear?

Mirror, Mirror on my arm,
Would you be alarm?

Mirror, Mirror on that hen,
What should I do then?

Mirror, Mirror lie to me,
Show me what I want to see.

Mirror, Mirror hanging on the wall,
You don't have to tell me who's the biggest fool of all

Mirror, Mirror...

Jun 13, 2015

This is me


I'm that friend,
That has to walk behind the group,
When the path isn't big enough.

I'm that friend,
That get cut off in the conversation.

I'm that friend,
That get left behind,
When I asked for them to wait for me,

I'm that friend,
That don't get invited,
To hang out a lot.

I'm that friend,
That if I want to go to the mall or some place,
With a friend,
I have to be the one to invite people,
To make sure I get included.

I'll always be that friend.

Open your heart...

No one is same,
People have differ,
Never would they agree,
Never would they unite,
This is life,

But,
On a different view,
People are beautiful,
Different is beautiful,
This is life.

Unique,
Make us different,
Make us hated,
On being different,
This is life.

But,
Everyone is unique,
Haters gonna hate,
Life goes on,
You're beautiful

Don't let people,
Tell you what to wear,
Tell you what to be,
Tell you how to act,
Never again.

Open your heart,
Close your eyes,
Open your mind,
Close your mouth.

See it with your heart,
Say it with your mind,
That you're beautiful,
That you  are what you are,
'cause you're unique.

May 26, 2015

Friends



Never would I think i would lose a friend,
The thought of it just give me shivers,
I don't want to be alone,
In this dark, unforgiving world,
Who knows,
No one knows,
The fear,
The tear that drop,
Of the one,
who is alone,

Their heart is empty,
even with their friends,
they felt lonely,
Crying for companion,
Earning the hugs of the one
they love,

Friends come and go,
they differ each and every time,
but life has to move on,
every hello has it's goodbye
just pray,
that we will meet,
someday,

If this was the last time,
I would cry,
I would mourn,
I could never life my life,
The same way I did,
with you my friend,


But my friend,
I will always,
cherish the memories,
cherish those moment,
that time
when we were together.






My lips are shut

My lips are shut
when I hear you talk,
Don't wanna lie to you,
I would never lie to you
'cause all I said is only the truth

The truth hurts you,
I don't want to say it
straight to your face,
cause it will hurt you baby.
You're different from the others,
you're special to me,
But all you see me is as a liar,
never believing a word I said,
 cause you think I'm digging that bass,
you're beautiful as you are,

Making up with you isn't easy,
buying that ring and making apologies,
But you think I'm cheating,
cause my collar smell like a woman,
it never a crime to hug your mother,
and never is a crime to have her perfume,
This is not goodbye,

My lips are shut
when you ask,
Never would i think you're dumb
Never would I sweet talk you,
Never would I say a word to you anymore
Maybe this is the end.

Dear Future Wife

Dear future wife,
here's a few thing  you need to know if,
you want me to be yours,
all your life.

Just a gimme a break,
from taking you to dates,
cause flowers cost more than you think,
even if you think you deserve it babe,
thinking you're the perfect wife.
cause you buy groceries all the time,

I don't care if you have work,
treat me like a husband, not a servant.
Calling yourself the perfect wife,
even though you don't know how to cook,
I should be expecting a cook,
even though guided by the book,
singing does not solve a thing.

I know how to treat a lady,
everyday, with no complain.
cause I now everything is gonna be alright

After every fight,
even if I know you're wrong,
I would not care cause you're my wife.
I don't care if I don't see my family more than yours
cause I love you

You can sleep anywhere you want,
I would buy you a ring,
If you deserve it,

Dear future wife,
I would love you,
if you love me as much as I
do,
Correct me if I'm wrong,
Love me even if I'm dead.

May 22, 2015

I'm back...

Well it's been a long time since I post something on my blog. I know the only person who view my blog are only you madame but no matter. Since this counts as 15%  for my course work soooo... I have to this no matter what. Well to start, I going to clean this blog because it's full of cobwebs since the last time I came was Valentine's day. Well just to say I'm back...

Keep on mourning....

Feb 14, 2015

Words of the Day......

Here's some words I found on he SAT questions....
Kind of interesting 'cause I never head it before...
Hahahahaha.....
Oh my life.......


For Example

Refutation...
What is interesting about this word is because when I tried to Google the meaning of the word
Refutation  is the act of refuting.....
not helping right?
Refutation is a noun but
REFUTE is a verb. Keep that in mind
Both mean to disproof of something. You know like stressing something isn't true.
Example of the usage of the word is like this:
The act of refutation of the people against the government act for the bombing of Times Square for security purposes.

Misanthrope
 Well....
Misanthrope actually mean a human who hates all of mankind as a whole BUT is not necessarily against having any friends.
A sentence with this word would be like:-
He is a misanthrope but he does have many friends. 

Hedonist
This is kind of a weird word 'cause if you search the meaning of this word on the web, you'll find the that it came from the word hedonism.
Hedonist is a person whose life is devoted to the pursuit of pleasure and self-gratification.
Ex. of sentence:
My mom always say to me to not be friend with him because he is a hedonist.

Anomalous
An Adjective
It means something that is unusual or to put it blankly
something that deviates from the norm.
Example of the usage of the sentence:
This is an anomalous situation we are in right now but we have to think fast on how to get that thing to stop even if things go out control.


Lastly....(finally)
Arcane
It is an Adjective...
It means something that is understood but only a few people.
Example of the usage of sentence:-
The procedures for the making of the serum was arcane and it was very hard to find the person who can perform it perfectly but finally the search was over.

I think that should be all for today. SEE YOU AGAIN MOURNERS...
ps: Sorry for the late update....

What?!?!?!





Everything have a meaning. Even your life don't try to waste it....

Jan 28, 2015

I Funny (MAYBE)



GREETINGS MOURNERS.....


         Well if all you readers want to know, I STARTED COLLEGE!!!  (Well not exactly).Soooooo.... to start things up I have an English assignment that had been assign to me weeks ago. Not that I care . 

         Okay then, 'I FUNNY'  is a story about a handicapped boy who is kind of funny (in my opinion) and it tells the story of how he, Jamie Grimm, lives his life as an unknown comedian. But it all change when the fire nation attack he enters a stand up comedy competition ( without his friends and step-family knowing) and then somehow he won. It was a short victory for him because his step-brother, Stevie Kosgrov, a well known bully in his school spread rumor about him winning the competition by 'pity' points. But Jamie didn't even care about it.


        Well.that's some of the synopsis of the novel. I'm not here to tell all of you the synopsis of this story. What I really going to write about, is the review for this novel.

What I can say is James Patterson did o good job on writing this novel cause ( why do you ask?)  he wrote exactly(close enough) what is happening to teenagers nowadays in middle school. The pain and the suffering cause by the teacher and the bullies, and the sweet memories between friends.
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   Okay... Now that's done, here is some weird words that I find new to me which is :-


COCKY-conceited or confident in a bold or cheeky way.
Ex. sentence: He is acting cocky because he know he is going to win the competition because the judge is his father


ANXIOUS-feeling or showing worry, nervousness, or unease about something with an uncertain outcome.

Ex. sentence: John is anxious to know who is going to win the race
                 -very eager or concerned to do something or for something to happen.
Ex. sentence:I'm feeling very anxious about the upcoming festival because it's the best celebration in this town

PROVOCATION-action or speech that makes someone angry, especially deliberately.

Ex. sentence:Her provocation toward him made him mad but it did not last long
                                  -the action of arousing sexual desire or interest, especially deliberately.
Ex. sentence:Walking with deliberate provocation, she struck a pose, then giggled



I think that is all I could give for today.... so keep mourning every morning kay.. (NAH.....)